Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Don't read this. JUST. DON'T.

"No really, I got a rose, a letter, and some chocolates today. BUT THIS?"
 HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
 Emo all of a sudden?
Happy Valentine's everybody! :D
What did you get? A letter? Rose? Chocolates? a date? something special that your loved one did for you?
Congratulations!
No, but really.
Please ignore me this time.
This is just one of those times when I want someone to comfort me, but in my case, being forever alone, I write to take of ze pressure. I made a blog. and now, this is becoming quite, personal (?)
See? today is the day of the hearts for 2012.
I gave him cookies, you know, anonymously, just to see if he cares or something.
Like all girls do. Sorta.
And he was just like,
"Meh, Imma just eat this cookie and I won't care who the eff it came from."
I know, I know, some of you probably think that, it's true. That if one is given a cookie, he/she must eat it. No question.
BUT.
IT... was Valentine's.
Every action, every letter, tear, or confession given that day is special. Yes, that includes cookies.
but that wasn't just IT.
(C'mon, I wouldn't fret just because he ignored my cookie. hell naw.)
sometime later...
I saw him, writing a %$^*&#^ letter.
^%&*(^%$&- it means a bad word. I don't want to write it. O:)
then I saw a bouquet? was it a bouquet? or maybe just a flower.
WHATEVER, HE HAD FLOWERS.
and ...
and...
and a %^&*(^#%&$ heart shaped chocolate cake.
then he left the classroom, and came back texting.
OH %^&%%%%%%%%%%%%%&#.
Srsly.
SRSLY?
I know, it's my fault I was a bit shy. BUT SERIOUSLY? I DON'T DESERVE THAT.
or maybe i do, but still....
Hurt is all I feel right now.
How can he like someone who doesn't care for him as much as I do?
Why can't he just be a bit sensitive.
I AM SO ^&*%^## OBVIOUS ALREADY.
What does he want me to do?
Prepare a love song, gather all of our classmates to help me, and sing for him on stage?
welll....
AFTER WHAT HE'S DONE, HE AIN'T WORTH IT.
I wanted to cry too, but what the heck.
AW HELL NAH
No guy (except those in heaven and those who die) will ever make me cry.
NO, LYEN, JUST. NO.
I just know too much not to do it even if I wanted to that I won't do it.
Sorry for this. I was just too upset.
Don't worry, I have an idea for another talkable and a continuation to Classified Agent Inlove soon :)
 HERE, FROM ME, TO YOU:
HAPPY VALENTINES! ;))

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